It was your heart on the line.

I loved you. I'll say that here, but only here.

Its for that very reason that I wanted to hurt you. I was going to break you down so very badly, so very badly. I cannot. I cannot. Call me a liar. Go ahead. I lied through my teeth every second but I needed you so badly, needed to feel your touch. I couldn't help myself. So many lies. So much deceit. So much. Too much. It all needed to end.

You wouldn't love me if you knew what I was doing. You wouldn't want me. I wouldn't be beautiful.

And you chose him.

I saw you today in the dining hall and I so desperately wanted to touch you. I ignored the feeling.

The cd I made for you is sitting on my desk, where you left it accidentally.

Don't forget me. I know you won't. The memory has been tattooed to your chest.

I am the one that got away. Never forget it.