i know what i should do...but i just can't walk away

Okay, for the first time in my life, I am going to say it. Right here. Right now.

We've documented the same bullshit again and again on this blog. And it's like a singular thesis on one very interesting topic:

I, Talia Rose, do not understand either heterosexuality or homosexuality. Because if there was someone of any gender who made me happy, someone who I loved, then I wouldn't challenge it. Because I mean, we all know how much I need to be in a relationship already. And you keep asking and praying for the same thing...well who am I to tell fate or god or whatever that their choice was wrong.

I don't make sense right now, because my brain is in a really strange place right now. But I just need a place to write down exactly what I'm thinking, and that's what this is, right? I suppose.